Tuesday 3/9/10

I am strong. I can get through this. I am strong. I have acceptance, small and slight but acceptance. This is what she wants. I will move on. She is fucked up in her own head. I tried to be there. I tried to be stong. I wasn't what she needed. I couldn't help her. She screwed with my head. She told me lies, she made false promises and I believed them. I had hope, comfort, security. She didn't believe in us. She was weak and selfish. She kept her feelings bottled up. I don't deserve that. I deserve better. I deserve a partner who is open and trusting, caring and thoughtful. I don't have you. I will find love again.